he held my hand and took me to his room
he kissed my forehead and asked me to close my eyes
i closed my eyes and heard the sound of an opening door
i've never been into his room before
never knew what was in his room and all
he took my hand again
he lead me towards a place where now i can feel the wind
he hugged me from behind, hand wrapped around my waist
he whispers into my ear and asks me to open my eyes
as i opened my eyes, i saw the most beautiful thing ever
i saw the big round moon, with all the lil stars around it
shining right back at us
i saw the deep blue sea, waves crashing the rocks
the smell of the salty ocean
i heard the waves and the sound of birds chirping
and then, as i turned back to look at him
i saw his eyes sparkle like diamonds
he kissed me on my lips

i saw him walk away for a moment
didn't know where he was going or what he was taking
i turned back to look at the moon
he came behind of me and called out my name
i looked at him and he was down on one knee
he was holding a box with a diamond ring in it
i held back my breath, i didnt know what to say
he looked at me in the eye and said
'baby, will you marry me?'
i could feel the tears already, and i said 'yes!'
he got up from his knees and gave me a long pasionate kiss
i loved every single moment he kissed me
like he has never kissed me before
he wore the ring on my finger and said
'i will be yours forever, i love you' and i said
'i will never let you go, i love you too'
we stood there at the balcony and stared through the night
a night, i will never forget.
a night, i will remember for the rest of my life.

masquerade madness and oh,

ha-ha.

yes, readers, its the same asshole that cheated on me.

oh no, he's done it again. boo hoo.

bored at home, wtf. started drawing.

please, im not that good at art.

so yeah, sorry for the horrible drawing. haha

how are you fellow readers doing?

let me know let me know! *loves

do you ever wonder the wonders of love?
the way we always think of the impossibilities of love?
like, how everything to happen doesn’t happen?
well, heck yes i may be really bored now.
but this is the imaginary fairytale of mine.
you don’t have to continue on reading if you don’t wish to,
but i would like to share this fairytale with you.
so we can still think that things are possible.

like every other fairytale, it always starts with ‘Once upon a time…’
as for me, i rather get to the point.
the things i wished for, i am still wishing for.
i still wish, i can find a guy that would love me for me,
the guy who would appreciate me.
deep in my heart i know i will meet him soon.
it's just a strong feeling knowing that he has found me.
the things we could do are too many to mention

one of the things i've always wished to do,
is to slow dance with my boyfriend.
to go to a ball, to wear a beautiful dress, to see him in a formal outfit.
to dance to my favourite song So Close by Jon McLaughlin.
to have his hands around my waist,
to have my head leaning on his chest,
to have him come near to my ear and whisper 'I Love You'.

or maybe that might not happen,
but maybe going out late night,
sitting in his car, taking his sweet time driving coz there are no cars,
and singing out loud to our favourite country songs,
having one of his hands on my lap and another on the stirring wheel,
laughing at all the silly jokes he makes.
and then we shall end up by the beach,
lying my head down on his chest,
both watching the stars and the big round moon that shines so bright.

wishing everyday could be so magical,
to just go out and capture every moment with him and keep as memories,
to remember his laughter and his voice,
to remember his hand holding yours,
to remember his touch as he wipes off your tears on your face,
to remember his kisses that were so tender and soft,
to remember his hugs that were so warm and made you feel protected.

its a fairytale we want to live in,
dont't we?

NEW PHONE

ftw? lmao

a.k.a nc.nicole / xnicole lynx

15, CGL

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